I chose not to go anywhere today.
When I woke at 4:30, I had it in my mind to go to the gym, just a I’ve done all week. The gym doesn’t open till 7am on weekends, so I went back to sleep.
I woke at 6.
My legs felt achy. I really don’t know if they are really achy or if it was just something in my head. Either way, instead of getting ready to go, I went back to sleep.
I woke at 7:30 and heard voices coming from the kitchen.
That means that sneaking out while wearing workout clothes wasn’t a good idea. I guess I could, but would probably be facing a lot of worried looks later.
Instead, I considered going downtown or to a local park and walking around for three or four hours while catching ‘mons. Yeah, no. I went back to sleep.
And now, it’s just a little after three.
I haven’t left the house and rarely left my room. I’m just dozing in and out. I haven’t tried to really play games, watch TV… nothing. I’m keeping up on my grading, of course, but otherwise — just here.
There were times when I would simply have died to have a day like this to read, or knit, or write. Just to be like a lizard and curl up in the sunshine.
But, no. Not today. I’m fairly useless outside of drinking Diet Mountain Dew and taking little naps.
This is so unlike me.
I don’t know how people who do this all the time can stand it. I’d go even more insane than what I actually am.

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