after thoughts

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5/25

Had an unbelievably lazy morning.

I did get up early, around 6 which I think is my natural time, and munched on some slightly burnt low-fat eggos and a yogurt.  Felt cold.    Went back to bed and snuggled under the covers playing phone games while listening to the birds and the rain.

At a couple of points, I went back to sleep waking to the morning bird chatter.

It was just a nice and fuzzy morning until my work email pinged.

It was just so pleasant.  I wasn’t worried about anyone or stuff to do.   It was just nice – especially the birds and the rain.  There was even a coon to watch while I munched the eggos.  He was desperately trying to get into one of mom’s suet feeders.

It was just nice.

Politics, my physical appearance, responsibilities, work, nothing…. until that email chime.

I think I was kind of content.

On their days off, my brother and sister tend to spend a lot of time just begging in their rooms.  I thought that’d get boring after a while, but maybe the experience the type of peace I had this morning all the time.

Lucky them.

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