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  • 9/4

    Well…   I’m really not too sure how to feel right now. This morning, little sister told me around 6am  (the time is worthy of note because she is – not – a morning person) that she going to move to a place that’s just a little over an hour away. Her job offered her a… Read more

  • 9/3 – Cancer doc

    It’s amazing how I can label my entire day — a span of my life — by a thirty-minute appointment.  It’s really kind of pathetic, isn’t it? Well, I think it’s pathetic.  Time has to stop for me. But…. that’s one of the reasons why I strive for morning appointments.  The less brooding the better. … Read more

  • Manage Cofoundables Manage Mischief Wizards Unite – Impressions

    You have walked 359% over your daily walking goal. Thank you Samsung Health.  My legs are still working, so let’s see if I can go for 400%. Didn’t quite make it, but got close. Sunday – Indy Indiana – Wizards Unite. The first anomaly of the new Harry Potter game that was introduced some…. three… Read more

  • Inside an anorexic mind – part 1

    I’ve been out of the House for about three years now. I think it’s for three years.    It’s however long Jason has been employed at the Revenue. Despite the years, the fact that I’m self-consciously overweight, and am on medication, I don’t consider myself ‘cured.’  I probably never will — as evidenced by the… Read more

  • Digitally Paranoid

    I’m pretty sure I’m becoming paranoid by things that bleep and bloop. For example, I play Wizards Unite. The player info page is mocked up to look like some sort of passport.   That’s nice and a bit creative.  In the upper left, there’s a place to set a picture — preferably one of the player… Read more

  • 8/28

    I pick up everything.   Ask anyone. Seashells.  Painted rocks.  Pens.   A cross bone scarf.  Just whatever I find laying around during my walks. Well, today I found something a little unique.   It was a composition notebook.   Green diamond cover.  College ruled — because college ruled is the way to go.  On the inside cover, there’s… Read more

  • 8/26

    Odd day. I woke up this morning with every intention of chasing doxy (I need 29 more) and going to the gym. I was going to leave at 5am and knew, somehow, that I’d make my doxy quota because a new event is starting tomorrow.   It’ll be near impossible to farm them for a week. … Read more

  • Celebrity …. miscommunication

    If you’re keeping up with me at all, you probably have the correct feeling that I don’t place a whole lot of faith in the media, social media, uncredited sources, non-authority figures, or even authority figures. Yep.  I pretty much live under the assumption that everyone is lying, miscommunicating (willfully or otherwise), don’t care enough… Read more

  • Example of Hypocrisy

    Hypocrisy is a big word as takes four syllables.   I think that’s four hy-poc-ri-sy… Yep…  four and I think it’s a word we’ve kind have lost or warped the meaning. We all subscribe to it to some degree. It’s like leaving a generous tip at a pricy restaurant and ignoring the panhandler outside. It’s like… Read more

  • Meet Nuisance

    Jason and I kind of have a history with Nuisance. We returned home one night and saw a crying shadow in mom’s animal trap.  I was a bit surprised.  We knew it was out there, but it played with the trap and mom’s nerves.   It would play on top of the trap.   It would play… Read more