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eating disorder

  • 6/9 Part 25

    Aldren glanced up at their approach briefly and continued to stir his stew. The mixture of spices, vegetables, and meat-filled the little clearing. Gabs saw a small smile play across Saddy’s lips and heard her stomach retroactively growl. Humans have the need to eat, she reasoned, just like she did in her natural form. The… Read more

  • 6/6

    Three days ago, I broke my bike. I was just riding along and doing my usual thing. Since it was a little hilly back there, I was trying to get used to shifting the bike between high, medium, and low gears. Usually, I just put it in high and deal with it. But, I didn’t… Read more

  • On Tuesday, I traveled to Indianapolis for a mammogram. It’s pretty routine and necessary. My dad had died of cancer. My aunt died specifically of breast cancer. Of course, I’m a cancer survivor myself. I believed that nothing would be found. But, I still felt a bit apprehensive about the testing. I’ve been wrong before… Read more

  • 5/30 Part 24

    Despite Gab’s more compact and shorter physic, Saddy’s leather vest, thin undershirt, and short jerkins fit well. Gab tugged, adjusted, and tried to stretch the waist band. She was sure that Saddy had more girth, but she was at least half a foot taller, if not more. That height must equate to a smaller waist.… Read more

  • 5/30

    I was taking a nice little nap when the phone rang. It wasn’t marked as spam so I answered. Apparently, my Discovery card is going to have a rate increase if I don’t take action NOW. ….. …… I haven’t had a Discovery card in over fifteen years. These scammers are really annoying. My car… Read more

  • 5/26 Part 23

    Gabs knew that she would struggle to keep up with the pair on horseback. The body still tingled from where it was invaded. Saddy also seemed to be determined to reach the place of slaughter despite Aldren’s quiet objections. That, more than anything Gabs thought, was more than enough reason to allow her presence to… Read more

  • 5/23 Part 22

    Saddy waited for Aldren to mount his horse. With a look of contempt and frustration, she turned it towards the trail when a noise caught her attention. The sound of a brush parting and the squelch of footsteps turned her eyes behind her to see Gabs stumble out of the treeline. Without a thought, she… Read more

  • 5/22

    It’s 8 a.m. and I’m already feeling a little lost about what to do with the day. I’ve gone to the gym for the past two days and really didn’t feel like going for a third day in a row. – Doubly so since my feet are still a little sensitive from the ill-fitting shoes… Read more

  • 5/18

    I threw off going to the gym this morning to sleep in a bit and to actually write. Write something – anything. It’s kind of odd. I think this is the first day in the past three or so months where I haven’t mentally devoted myself to doing something – anything – physically. Rather, I’m… Read more

  • Without a doubt, humans have a propensity for violence. Moreover, they like to watch violence and, when brave, they participate. This can be seen on multiple occasions throughout history. There are countless instances of people murdering others for differing opinions, going against social norms, and supposed clandestine meetings. That’s not to mention those who violated… Read more