eating disorder

The county fair started a couple of days ago – last Friday. Although I don’t intend on paying the $7 parking fee and tempt myself with a nice grease dipped elephant ear, I am glad to see it back. Every now and then, I have this insane urge to spend money – a lot of… Read more

I think I was in seventh grade. It wasn’t home ec, but the other boy dominated class. It was the one where we had to build rockets and learn to use electric saws. They probably don’t offer that course any more. But, when I was in middle school, it was required. I had half a… Read more

My hair has gotten so long that it doesn’t dry between washings. I tend to twist my hair in a scrunchie during the day to keep it out of my face. That knot keeps the moisture. – I think that’s pretty neat. It’ll probably be trimmed — i.e. chopped in Florida. But, I’ll enjoy it… Read more

Is it wrong to root for Putin? Okay. Biden continually sets the bar on screw-ups. From the news, he provided a list to Putin of sixteeen places that he shouldn’t attack. By attack, I’m guessing bomb, nuke, terrorize… whatever. Does that mean that the rest of America is fair game? Did those sixteen areas become… Read more

I should have gotten my butt out of bed this morning and went to the gym – but nope. I was awake and something in my head just went ‘nope’ and I went back to sleep. It might be because of this cold I have. My throat isn’t as sore as it was yesterday, but… Read more

Random thoughts on feminism. I’m thinking that most girls have some sort of daddy issues. I know I do to an extent. Likewise, guys can have mommy issues. Freud was really big on stuff like that. We rely on our parents to guide us when we’re growing up and, sometimes, they’re not the best guides.… Read more

I self-idenitify with the earth elemennt. Winding this back for a moment. Typical elements. Fire, water, wind, earth. They’ve been popularlized through media throughout the years. It’s difficult to actually consider them real. Well, they’re real. But, their meanings and intents have become undercut and something of a joke. Disney to Captain Planet have underwhelmed… Read more

Welp… I’ve ran through every test from the doctors outside of two. I have a mammogram and bone density test on Friday. Or, as I have it in my head, a bone and boob test. I’m pretty sure I’m going to pass those with flying colors too. This really leaves me wondering why I was… Read more

I’ve been sticking my head in the sand for the past week. I’ve been going ot the gym and working myself to the point of near exaustion… which I konw isn’t the best, but it sure does feel good. Well, at least to me a tired body feels good. I link it to actually doing… Read more

He would go quietly. She loved him. The curve of his face. Curl of his eyebrows. She had loved him from time beyond measure. Through the bullying of elementary school to the odd flirting of high school. All of those years. She loved him from the stands as he played football. She took up the… Read more