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  • Mouse Quiet

    I think there’s something going on with me. Well, there always seems to be something going on, but I mean really going on. I haven’t wanted to write, play games, go outside… despite this being my second favorite time of the year. I don’t want to go to the doctor, take my meds, or watch… Read more

  • September 12th

    Unlike my sister,  I don’t tend to get massive migraines. –  When she gets them, my little sis actually calls in sick and hides under the covers for about eight to ten hours.     I know it sounds silly, but she does. And, just as a reminder of what she goes through, I got one today.… Read more

  • It’s quiet

    It’s really kind of a sleepy Saturday. Brother and sister are at work.   Mom and Bill are gone for some reason that I don’t really care about. The term has started and everyone is passing, oddly enough.   I think it took me about ten minutes to catch up grading. There’s nothing really going on outside… Read more

  • Grilled Cheese Rambling

    I used to really like grilled cheese – back in the day before saturated fat and carbohydrates existed.  I liked it with just a little butter on both sides, toast the bread in the skillet until the full fat Kraft cheese became really melty, and maybe a little scorched.  I think a little burning gave… Read more

  • How my day went (8/26)

    It’s kind of odd feeling that the day is pretty much done at 3pm. Technically, if we’re going with that mind frame, the day was over around 1pm when I came in and took a brief nap. It’s starting to feel like I’m skipping over the nights.    It’s probably been a week of nights where… Read more

  • How my day went (8/25)

    Last night wasn’t any different than the night before. I was awake about every two to two and a half hours.  I roamed the house sans glasses but with Croc sandals. I ate right around 6am. –   One Light and Fit Strawberry Cheesecake yogurt and a couple of non-fat Eggo waffles. It’s not exactly the… Read more

  • What I did today (8/24)

    Well, I got up around 6 am after a fairly restless night. I’m not sure why I couldn’t sleep.    I was fairly exhausted when I got out of the shower. The day before was kind of irritable. I hadn’t made some progress on this game despite my brother’s and mine best efforts. My brother has also… Read more

  • Checking In

    Well, hello. I know I’ve had a prolong absence from posting until a couple of days ago. –  Life was just a little crazy between Jason’s visit and that clingy creepy class. It’s over.   It’s both over.   Jason has safely returned to Florida.  The class ended last Wednesday. Life is starting to return to normal.… Read more

  • Checking In

    Well, the next term starts tomorrow. I’ll be instructing a 102 class (basic writing) and a 202 class, which is a little more advanced but not much.   It’s a far cry from Literary Theory, but I’ll take it. I’ll have an assistant with 102 – Shelly.    Don’t know much about him or her, except that she… Read more

  • Was ready to go

    It’s no secret that I was in sorry shape before going to the House. My weight had dipped below 80 pounds, some of that didn’t count because my legs below my knees where so bloated, not to mention how much the steel in my back weighs.  My hair, which I think is one of my… Read more