Just thinking
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I chose not to go anywhere today. When I woke at 4:30, I had it in my mind to go to the gym, just a I’ve done all week. The gym doesn’t open till 7am on weekends, so I went back to sleep. I woke at 6. My legs felt achy. I really don’t know Read more
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Today, I went to see Doc S. She’s the one that prescribes me my mind-altering anti-depressants and sleeping pills. The tall, thin, short-haired blonde and I usually get long. We certainly don’t agree, but she’s pretty blunt and to the point. Ever minute of my half an hour session matters. So much so, I tend Read more
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I think there’s something going on with me. Well, there always seems to be something going on, but I mean really going on. I haven’t wanted to write, play games, go outside… despite this being my second favorite time of the year. I don’t want to go to the doctor, take my meds, or watch Read more
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Binging – What a funny word for an anorexic to be using. For the last week, I’ve been binging on the Oliver Stone’s Untold History of America. I’m definitely — not — a history buff in the least, but I was trying to expand my horizons. Besides, the current political climate tends are fairly confusing Read more
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Unlike my sister, I don’t tend to get massive migraines. – When she gets them, my little sis actually calls in sick and hides under the covers for about eight to ten hours. I know it sounds silly, but she does. And, just as a reminder of what she goes through, I got one today. Read more
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It’s really kind of a sleepy Saturday. Brother and sister are at work. Mom and Bill are gone for some reason that I don’t really care about. The term has started and everyone is passing, oddly enough. I think it took me about ten minutes to catch up grading. There’s nothing really going on outside Read more
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I used to really like grilled cheese – back in the day before saturated fat and carbohydrates existed. I liked it with just a little butter on both sides, toast the bread in the skillet until the full fat Kraft cheese became really melty, and maybe a little scorched. I think a little burning gave Read more
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These kind of days bother me a little bit. I went off with my brother this morning and a fair chunk of the afternoon. Both of us got kind of red – nothing that my freckles can’t handle – and we got rained on for about fifteen minutes. We came home and I ran out Read more
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When you’re a child, adults tend to ask stupid questions. The most notable is “What do you want to be when you grow up?” This is really a toxic question. The child doesn’t know what she wants to be. There’s a world of possibilities. The child knows practically nothing of what the future holds, her Read more
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Yeah, I know I didn’t post anything yesterday. I had it in my mind to do so, but I wrote another letter to the editor to the local paper. (In short – dead end street. Train gets stuck. Everyone can die. See previous posts.) My first editorial letter was in June. Last weekend, my sister Read more
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