after thoughts

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psychological

  • 9/4

    Well…   I’m really not too sure how to feel right now. This morning, little sister told me around 6am  (the time is worthy of note because she is – not – a morning person) that she going to move to a place that’s just a little over an hour away. Her job offered her a Read more

  • 9/3 – Cancer doc

    It’s amazing how I can label my entire day — a span of my life — by a thirty-minute appointment.  It’s really kind of pathetic, isn’t it? Well, I think it’s pathetic.  Time has to stop for me. But…. that’s one of the reasons why I strive for morning appointments.  The less brooding the better.  Read more

  • I’ve been out of the House for about three years now. I think it’s for three years.    It’s however long Jason has been employed at the Revenue. Despite the years, the fact that I’m self-consciously overweight, and am on medication, I don’t consider myself ‘cured.’  I probably never will — as evidenced by the Read more

  • Digitally Paranoid

    I’m pretty sure I’m becoming paranoid by things that bleep and bloop. For example, I play Wizards Unite. The player info page is mocked up to look like some sort of passport.   That’s nice and a bit creative.  In the upper left, there’s a place to set a picture — preferably one of the player Read more

  • 8/28

    I pick up everything.   Ask anyone. Seashells.  Painted rocks.  Pens.   A cross bone scarf.  Just whatever I find laying around during my walks. Well, today I found something a little unique.   It was a composition notebook.   Green diamond cover.  College ruled — because college ruled is the way to go.  On the inside cover, there’s Read more

  • If you’re keeping up with me at all, you probably have the correct feeling that I don’t place a whole lot of faith in the media, social media, uncredited sources, non-authority figures, or even authority figures. Yep.  I pretty much live under the assumption that everyone is lying, miscommunicating (willfully or otherwise), don’t care enough Read more

  • A couple of lifetimes ago, I had the privilege of visiting Europe on a two-week tour.   It was the summer after my high school junior year.  This was just a year before I knew I was going to become part cyborg.  I was a different me and it was a different time. I worked in Read more

  • How’s that for a clickbait title?   =) I wasn’t throat punched at the cave.  As far as I remember, I’ve never been throat punched, thank goodness, but at times it has felt like it and left a hurtful dull bruise that lasts… well, it lasts for a really long time. Backtracking a little… I can’t Read more

  • When I first heard of Mr. Epstein’s death, I didn’t believe it. If he was truly well connected to Gates, Clintons, Musk, and various foreign royalty, there is no way someone would kill him. The guy just knows too much. But, beyond that, he could possibly represent a wealth of information that would be exceedingly Read more

  • *** I’ve been trying to write this for a couple of weeks now. It’s a bit dated, but please bear with me. Okay. Short version. Gencon – A place where people like to play (games) with other people in a generally non-sexual fashion.  Some people like to pay tribute to particular games, television shows, or Read more