psychological
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It’s been a few days since I wrote. Hi. Can’t believe Christmas is almost here. That’s crazy. It really is. I’m pretty much stuck here for the next couple of days. When the weatherman says it’s going to be rainy and “miserable,” that’s a good time to stay inside… although I’d still rather go to Read more
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Well, today has been pretty much a bust. It hasn’t rained or snowed, although I’m sure it’s freezing out there. I’m half packed and spent most of the day napping. While lounging around the house is some people’s picture of a perfect day, I find it fairly madding. I feel like I have to be Read more
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I’m exhausted. What’s with the pink? There were pink walls, pink robes (the ones that tie in the front), and pink plastic bags. There was pink wrapped candy if I cared to pick any up. The pictures where ugly pink flowers. Pink. Pink. Pink. Pink. I get it. Breast cancer awareness is a pink ribbon, Read more
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Admittedly, I’ve made the past couple of days harder on myself than I needed to be. The Wednesday routine mammogram turned up something. This something was so something that they called me back on Thursday for additional pictures. Neither I nor my doctors are sure what it is yet, but I have two theories. A: Read more
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Saw Doc S this morning. No change in the anti-depressants. She warded me from anti-schizophrenia meds. Doc S said that, with my history, the side effects could be worse than any potential help. If the voices persist, we may have to resort to that, but so far, so good. Despite the cold and Read more
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For some reason, I decided to stay home today. No gym, no silly game – nothing. My decision might possibly be based on the ice coating the quickly bare tree limbs. The power was out from about one am going forward till about ten. I really, really, really dislike the cold and the aching bones Read more
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