after thoughts

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psychological

  • 2/15 pt 2

    I actually took Jason’s car to get it washed.   I paid for the deluxe wash that comes with the Rain X, bug protector, and wheel sparkle.  Spent a good half hour vacuuming it, filled it with gas, and Armor-alled it when I got home. That’s not a bad Valentine’s Day present I guess. It’s not… Read more

  • 2/14

    Well, I’m off to a great start. It’s almost one and I just woke from a three-hour nap.  What’s up with that? I knew I was getting worn out a bit, but just blanking out for multiple hours isn’t my style.   It’s not it was a straight multi-hour nap. I woke up a couple of… Read more

  • 2/6

    Personally, I’d like to know the reasoning behind hiring a firm owned by Hillary to be in charge of the electronic voting in Iowa. Given her past performance with all things electronic, did they think that she’d Windex the computers, Swiffer the floors, and pledge the servers? During her election run, this is the woman… Read more

  • I’m being full-on lazy today. It’s just after 12:30 and I’ve napped most of the morning away… which is very much unlike me but it feels pretty good, actually.  I’ve been aching for the past week or so, weather-related I’m guessing, and I’ve been really bad about taking my meds. Yeah, I’ll get a move… Read more

  • 1/28 — Thinking/ramble

    Okay. I’m thinking of an idea and I don’t know if it’ll come out right.    This is definitely rambling while I freewrite and try piece this together. Politics have been huge.   Like huge huge, but it wasn’t always this way.  We have the left and the right. At one point… like back in the… Read more

  • 1/23

    At home today… which isn’t that bad. I’m pretty sure I walked over ten miles yesterday between St. John’s Pass and Seminole.    Towards the end of my sojourn, my legs were going nope, nope, nope, nope.   They were mostly numb for the rest of the night… which is good.  My back was doing enough… Read more

  • 1/17 – part two

    I don’t like these uneasy hours.     They’re wasted. I can’t really start on a major cleaning project because I know I won’t be finished by the time Jason comes home.    I ran out of supplies to work outside. It’s too early to begin cooking dinner and right now there’s nothing to do in… Read more

  • 1/14

    Jason isn’t back from his Tampa class yet, so I thought I’d give this another go before I fall asleep. I’m listening to: While it says super intelligence and memory, I’m about ready to just pass out.  It’s gently sapping my energy. Recent impressions of the new year – Retail.    Since I’m in a… Read more

  • 1/10

    In a way, I feel like I’ve been self-harming a little bit. Not like mutilation or anything like that. It’s more along the lines of anorexia.    Eating too much.   Not eating enough. Drinking milk, although I know that sets off some very uncomfortable hot flashes.  I endure stress, negative thoughts, and self-doubt which often… Read more

  • 1/8

    In my classes, I stress the importance of source verification. This goes way beyond “Did it come from Ebscohost?” Please.   After the vaccination scandal, who can believe what comes from ‘academic’ sources? … although I have to force myself to be a cheerleader for them. Even those who peer-review the peer review sources admit the… Read more