relationships
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I actually took Jason’s car to get it washed. I paid for the deluxe wash that comes with the Rain X, bug protector, and wheel sparkle. Spent a good half hour vacuuming it, filled it with gas, and Armor-alled it when I got home. That’s not a bad Valentine’s Day present I guess. It’s not… Read more
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Today is going a little slow…. but I guess that’s good. I’ve vacuumed, scrubbed, and steamed. The dryer is going – hopefully, to be done soon. I haven’t gone through every nick and corner of the house, but quite a bit. I found some unapproved secret not-so kitty litter boxes and cleaned all that… Read more
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Jason isn’t back from his Tampa class yet, so I thought I’d give this another go before I fall asleep. I’m listening to: While it says super intelligence and memory, I’m about ready to just pass out. It’s gently sapping my energy. Recent impressions of the new year – Retail. Since I’m in a… Read more
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In a way, I feel like I’ve been self-harming a little bit. Not like mutilation or anything like that. It’s more along the lines of anorexia. Eating too much. Not eating enough. Drinking milk, although I know that sets off some very uncomfortable hot flashes. I endure stress, negative thoughts, and self-doubt which often… Read more
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To be honest, I haven’t felt like writing over the past couple of weeks. That’s not true. I’ve felt like writing, but haven’t had the willpower or motivation to do anything. I think the reason is because of how I’m reacting to the situations and surroundings presented to me. Just to be clear, I… Read more
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The middle of December is always an odd time. It’s not quite the heart of winter, but well within the last days of the calendar year. Up north, if we’re quiet, we can see struggling signs of life in the snow. Down south, there’s an almost unnatural stillness. The trees are still green. The sun… Read more
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Sometimes I wonder if my Prozac dosage didn’t change since I’ve been here. Certainly, there’s quite a bit of difference between here and Indiana. Both good and bad. But, I guess in Florida I’m adulting more than in Indiana. It’s easier to be wise and beneficial when I don’t feel that I have as… Read more
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I like to observe people and I had plenty of time to do so while being ignored sitting on the couch. Although I was in the living room and the majority of the people were hiding in the kitchen, it was a perfect opportunity to discreetly listen. Impressions: – A good chunk of the conversation… Read more
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