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  • Mouse Quiet

    I think there’s something going on with me. Well, there always seems to be something going on, but I mean really going on. I haven’t wanted to write, play games, go outside… despite this being my second favorite time of the year. I don’t want to go to the doctor, take my meds, or watch Read more

  • Binging –  What a funny word for an anorexic to be using. For the last week, I’ve been binging on the Oliver Stone’s Untold History of America. I’m definitely — not — a history buff in the least, but I was trying to expand my horizons. Besides, the current political climate tends are fairly confusing Read more

  • September 12th

    Unlike my sister,  I don’t tend to get massive migraines. –  When she gets them, my little sis actually calls in sick and hides under the covers for about eight to ten hours.     I know it sounds silly, but she does. And, just as a reminder of what she goes through, I got one today. Read more

  • It’s quiet

    It’s really kind of a sleepy Saturday. Brother and sister are at work.   Mom and Bill are gone for some reason that I don’t really care about. The term has started and everyone is passing, oddly enough.   I think it took me about ten minutes to catch up grading. There’s nothing really going on outside Read more

  • Grilled Cheese Rambling

    I used to really like grilled cheese – back in the day before saturated fat and carbohydrates existed.  I liked it with just a little butter on both sides, toast the bread in the skillet until the full fat Kraft cheese became really melty, and maybe a little scorched.  I think a little burning gave Read more

  • Just Cheese

    These kind of days bother me a little bit. I went off with my brother this morning and a fair chunk of the afternoon.    Both of us got kind of red – nothing that my freckles can’t handle – and we got rained on for about fifteen minutes. We came home and I ran out Read more

  • When I grow up…

    When you’re a child, adults tend to ask stupid questions.   The most notable is “What do you want to be when you grow up?” This is really a toxic question. The child doesn’t know what she wants to be.   There’s a world of possibilities.  The child knows practically nothing of what the future holds, her Read more

  • August 30

    I’m kind of unusually pleased with myself today. I did half an hour on the stair stepper at the gym. While I was at Gencon, I found it really alarming that I could walk ten miles, but half a flight of stairs left me breathless.  I was putting off working on those muscle groups because Read more

  • Reflection

    Yeah, I know I didn’t post anything yesterday. I had it in my mind to do so, but I wrote another letter to the editor to the local paper. (In short – dead end street.   Train gets stuck.  Everyone can die.   See previous posts.) My first editorial letter was in June.  Last weekend,  my sister Read more

  • How my day went (8/26)

    It’s kind of odd feeling that the day is pretty much done at 3pm. Technically, if we’re going with that mind frame, the day was over around 1pm when I came in and took a brief nap. It’s starting to feel like I’m skipping over the nights.    It’s probably been a week of nights where Read more