after thoughts

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  • 2/18

    I think there are too many distractions going on for our own good. Look over there — it’s a murderous AI chatbot who wants to kill us all and fell in love with a random person. But, wait! We wasted nearly half a million dollar missile to pop a $12 balloon. No…. Don’t look at… Read more

  • 1/25

    Well… This has been another odd week. Jason ** did ** start work. Actually, he’s been hosted in Indianapolis for the past couple of days for opening documents and information. Although he’s been gone for just a few days (returning this evening), I’ve taken the opportunity to do a couple of things that I wouldn’t… Read more

  • 1/20

    By all accounts, or most of them, I should be satisfied. Mom is healthy and sassy. Baby brother is doing well. Little sister has all but moved home. It * does * actually seem Jason will start his new job on Monday. As an added bonus, he’ll be staying in Indy for three days of… Read more

  • 1/14

    I should be happy. If not happy, at least moving towards satisfied. Jason has * finally * procured a job. It’s with the government and starts on the 23rd. The little sister is moving form Indy back home. Mom is happy. As far as I know, baby brother is happy and healthy. Yes, the weather… Read more

  • 1/11

    I’m… um… I’m feeling fairly exhausted right now and it’s just a minute over 8 am. This is not new. Unfortunately, it has become very typical and expected. What’s different is that I’m not out for a walk in the near-freezing cold. … just stuck my head out the door. Actually, it’s not that bad… Read more

  • 1/7

    Random update: This morning, I’m back on the exercise bike. This isn’t bad but a little different. I started the bike in the mornings to help stretch out my hip while looking at classes. Since the term is over, I’ve been trying to take morning walks instead. I find this immensely more helpful as it… Read more

  • 12/26

    Every day brings its own brand of crazy. Today should have been simple enough. It should have been pleasurable. It should have been stress-relieving. How many people can talk to their sister as a friend? But, no. Rather, in my poor attempt to explain my situation, I just became more aware of how desperate and… Read more

  • 12/25

    Thank goodness that there’s just one more holiday left – New Year’s.   Mom and Jason decided to have dinner.  But that’s our typical Sunday.   I guess that’s to be expected although I don’t know who is going to cook. I put in a request for miso soup.    I like it, haven’t had it for a… Read more

  • 12/23

    Yesterday was… challenging.   It started off at 8:30 with an appointment with Dr. S.   I was weighed in and lost a couple of pounds from when I saw her three weeks ago.  (A couple of pounds isn’t a big deal.   That could just be clothing or water weight.  It wasn’t like I dropped ten pounds or even… Read more

  • 12/17

    I feel like I’m spoiling myself a little today. Instead of jumping up early, often right when or before the cat starts to wail, I hid under the nice warm covers and slept a bit more. For me, this means I snuggled up until around 7 or 7:30 instead of 5am despite hearing the cat.… Read more