after thoughts

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  • I’m actually kind of proud of my previous post. I think, although I could be wrong, has strong reasoning behind it. So, instead of actually trying to get back to creative writing, my mind is stuck on Russia. In particular, I keep thinking about the businesses that are suspending business during the Ukraine conflict. This Read more

  • 3/22 Borders do matter.

    I’ve been really thinking about why Putin would want to invade Ukraine. – It wasn’t just to spend money. The Russian economy is, like most of the world, is unstable. It wasn’t to become a semi-joke on the world stage. It wasn’t to disrupt the selling of oil, which is one of their biggest moneymakers. Read more

  • 3/19

    It’s cold again today and I continue to feel achy. But, I did go to the gym. Walked. Stretched. Worked on my arms. I’m not feeling as bad as yesterday, but still pretty icky. That’s just arthritis, lack of circulation in certain areas, and the spine thing. But, again, there’s so much green and the Read more

  • March 18

    I actually took it easy today. Well, sort of. This morning, Mom and Bill took their friends to a doctor. I took this opportunity to scrub out the fridge and tidy the garage a little bit. I also cleaned out a couple of the bathroom cabinet drawers before I went for a walk. I went Read more

  • 3/16 Maybe a short story

    I’m bored and I hate being bored. There’s nothing to do. People are around but they don’t notice me and I have little care to speak to them. I know that whatever they prattle will eventually turn into a self-interest story filled with not-so-personal wisdom and attempts to subconsciously subjugate me. They’re right. I’m nothing Read more

  • 3/14

    Jason’s grandmother is being buried tomorrow. Well, not buried buried. She was cremated and is being stuck in one of those wall boxes with the ashes of her husband. I don’t know if I’d like that. To be so close to a loved one but still unable to touch them as their remains won’t intermingle. Read more

  • 3/12

    Well, another class is in full swing. We started on Wednesday and it feels like this one could mimic the last. Although, it may be worse. Last term, I had a student who insisted to be called her free name instead of her slave name. Her slave name is what was listed in the grade Read more

  • 3/11

    I have been at home for roughly a week. Well, almost two weeks. Two weeks tomorrow. I feel like I’m sorting everything out. But, it’s going well. Although I enjoy being around Jason, I am an introvert. It’s nice to be able to do as I please and go throughout the days in a type Read more

  • 3/8

    I have come to a conclusion. Well, actually, I came to this a long time ago. But, it’s simply amazing how right I’m being proven. I think that the Biden administration just adores crushing people’s lives. They like to make going through day-to-day more difficult, cause stress, worry, privacy, and continue to destroy any type Read more

  • 3/5/2020

    Okay. Okay. Okay. I have a thought and I’m going to poorly explain it. People tend to hold the belief that there is some sort of intelligent design. That’s why we are here, have a purpose, why our parents had sex, and their genes paired off to create us. Through this design, we meet other Read more