after thoughts

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  • March 18

    I actually took it easy today. Well, sort of. This morning, Mom and Bill took their friends to a doctor. I took this opportunity to scrub out the fridge and tidy the garage a little bit. I also cleaned out a couple of the bathroom cabinet drawers before I went for a walk. I went… Read more

  • 3/16 Maybe a short story

    I’m bored and I hate being bored. There’s nothing to do. People are around but they don’t notice me and I have little care to speak to them. I know that whatever they prattle will eventually turn into a self-interest story filled with not-so-personal wisdom and attempts to subconsciously subjugate me. They’re right. I’m nothing… Read more

  • 3/14

    Jason’s grandmother is being buried tomorrow. Well, not buried buried. She was cremated and is being stuck in one of those wall boxes with the ashes of her husband. I don’t know if I’d like that. To be so close to a loved one but still unable to touch them as their remains won’t intermingle.… Read more

  • 3/12

    Well, another class is in full swing. We started on Wednesday and it feels like this one could mimic the last. Although, it may be worse. Last term, I had a student who insisted to be called her free name instead of her slave name. Her slave name is what was listed in the grade… Read more

  • 3/11

    I have been at home for roughly a week. Well, almost two weeks. Two weeks tomorrow. I feel like I’m sorting everything out. But, it’s going well. Although I enjoy being around Jason, I am an introvert. It’s nice to be able to do as I please and go throughout the days in a type… Read more

  • 3/8

    I have come to a conclusion. Well, actually, I came to this a long time ago. But, it’s simply amazing how right I’m being proven. I think that the Biden administration just adores crushing people’s lives. They like to make going through day-to-day more difficult, cause stress, worry, privacy, and continue to destroy any type… Read more

  • 3/5/2020

    Okay. Okay. Okay. I have a thought and I’m going to poorly explain it. People tend to hold the belief that there is some sort of intelligent design. That’s why we are here, have a purpose, why our parents had sex, and their genes paired off to create us. Through this design, we meet other… Read more

  • I’ve been hesitant to post here. Over a month ago, “apparently,” something I posted was misinterpreted. That tricked down to my mom who had a difficult conversation with Jason. Then, he told me and we got into an argument which lead to him doing something that upset me for weeks. It was just a mess.… Read more

  • 2/17

    One step forward. Two steps back. On Valentine’s Day, Jason was fired from his federal job. This was the golden ring job. It was one, after he passed the year-long training period, that he would keep until his retirement. It offered promotions, annual job raises, and inflation adjustments in addition to those raises. It was… Read more

  • 2/11 General thoughts

    What’s going on with Jee Rogan and the Canadian Honk fest is pretty mild compared to what we’ve gone through the past couple of years. It’s refreshing and actually feels more like what the news should be for some reason. It’s not really about Covid. Who knew something like this could still exist. The Rogan… Read more