after thoughts

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  • 10/19

    I joined a freebie Coursea class on ‘how to write a novel.’ It started today. When I did, I thought that I’d be enthuasic about it. But, with my current mood, I’m really falling flat. I can’t even keep up a blog, let alone write a novel. That’s unlike me. But, it’s just in the Read more

  • 10/7

    Waiting for Jason to come home. He got off work over two hours ago and am starting to get a little worried. But, I got to say, I’ve like having the house to myself. The inner introvert doesn’t need anyone around. If I had to live by myself with minimual contact from others, I’d probably Read more

  • 10/1

    The world continues to flame on. At least, I feel that society has become more comfortable with all the inequality and atrocities. That doesn’t mean the female enslavement, dead soldiers, and the government taking control of everyone’s bodies isn’t any less horrific. It just means that we’re in a lull between jump scares. Not that Read more

  • 9/25

    This is kind of an odd day. We’re well after 1pm and havent’ done anything… not really. Jason is still in bed. (Not for the reasons why I’d prefer him in bed, but that’s okay.) The cat is sleeping. I easily caught up on my classes, for the moment. I’m in neutral. If I was Read more

  • 9/22

    I think I’ve lost a filling. The last time I was in Florida, I lost a filling on the right side that was slighly annoying but not to bad. It only bothered me if I ate something cold and it hit the right spot. Mouthwash also irritated it. Know what? I’m switching up what I Read more

  • 9/17

    I feel like it’s been a lot longer than ten days since I wrote a blog. Life is moving fast at a really slow pace. Jason is dead set against taking the vaccine. He believes his quality of life will decline and that it could shorten his lifespan by decades. This may not be untrue. Read more

  • 9/7

    One objective is 99% completed — the rewiring of the garage and the new garage door opener has been installed. I’ve got to be able to get the car in the garage to reach the full goal. I just want Jason to be able to put the car in the garage. It’s normal for a Read more

  • 9/1

    I think I’m in a unique position. I’ve never fully trusted the system. Government… police… charities… churches… coorporations…. They may be comprised of good people. But, collectively, they’re troubled, inane, and greedy. The longer they exist, the more trust they gather, the more internally corrupt they become. The problem is that people need something and Read more

  • 8/31

    The home improvement/renovation is going far to slowly for my liking. I figured that I’d be painting the walls, looking for someone to paint the outside, and have a new garage door and opener by now. But, I got to pace myself. I’m here till March and rushing through everything probably wouldn’t be to my Read more

  • 8/25

    Back in Florida. I got in late on Thursday. I’m counting Friday my first day. It’s Wednesday. It hasn’t been a week yet and I’m doing okay except kind of going a little crazy with thoughts of all the repairs that need to be made. But, I’m trying to pace myself while fighting down feelings Read more