after thoughts

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  • 7/4

    It’s been kind of a lonely holiday. It’s just me, chilling, all by myself.   Which isn’t bad.  My alone time allows me to self-repair and I got a lot of stuff to fix.  This is good. Didn’t go to the gym today.    Rather, I walked 145% of my Samsung step count downtown.  I’m… Read more

  • 7/3

    I guess I’m melancholy today. The day itself isn’t bad.   I got to hang out with baby brother, had pizza, and a couple of breadsticks.     Class hasn’t begun as of yet.    This is like a super relaxing time. It’s a little difficult to get motivated when it’s 90 plus outside.  =)… Read more

  • 7/1 – freewriting

    She knew how she got here. She drove or walked in the night.  It was a form of movement.   Both are good. The back door was open.  Either that or she had the key.   She forgot.    It doesn’t matter.   But, she was here, standing on the discount wooden kitchen floor.  Drip. … Read more

  • 7/1

    I think I’m handling this change well. I was supposed to go out with baby brother, but he hurt his leg last night. We’re staying instead of heading to the gym. At one point, I would have been internally furious at this. I would have been upset, sad, and scheming on how to make up… Read more

  • 6/30

    I don’t know what to say. Some people wear masks to the store, in their car, and even at the gym. Good for them. Some people don’t wear masks. I’m in the non-mask wearing side. No one, even my 70+ year-old-mother doesn’t wear a mask she goes out.    This whole family are non-maks when… Read more

  • 6/25

    I shoulda went to the gym today and then did some running, but I didn’t do that.   Instead, I spent two hours at the park making myself feel really silly. You see, I spent a silly amount of energy on Wizards United trying to get a fracking owl lecturn to prepare for this weekend’s… Read more

  • 6/24

    I think I lost sleep last night. Since this whole thing started and we’ve moved into ‘uncertain times,’ I’ve maintained the belief that everything will go back to what it was before. The loss of money from companies and the habits of Americans would be a significant factor in pushing back for normalcy.  We are… Read more

  • 6/21

    Happy father’s day… or, what’s left of it.   About five and a half hours. I think mom wanted me to wish Bill happy father’s day, but I couldn’t do it.    Bill isn’t my dad.   Even though he’s married to my mom, he’ll never be a father figure to me. I hate to… Read more

  • 6/20

    There’s going to be a rally in Tulsa Oklahoma in about from now. I think this is really going to be a make or break thing on the Covid front. There’s supposed to be something like 19,000 people for an inside rally.   There’s another one that’s supposed to happen outside. So, in two weeks,… Read more

  • 6/18 freewriting

    inaction. Deep inside there was a feeling of balance. The immovable object lived inside her gut, her head, and her soul. In her steadfast reserve, nothing swayed her. Chocolate or vanilla?  Doesn’t matter.  She could appreciate each equally. A beautiful sunset was nothing more than the earth’s rotation and weather patterns. Food, regardless of the… Read more