after thoughts

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  • 5/13

    Okay. This week… Today, I took the truck to Seymour for an airbag repair recall.   The truck is some 8 years old and there’s still recalls on it?   Damn. Tomorrow, Tuesday – Day with the little brother.   That probably means the gym and seeing Detective Pickachu. Wednesday is all about the little sister. Hoping for… Read more

  • 5/10

    I haven’t stepped outside at all today. I didn’t get the mail.   I didn’t pet Fluffy.  I just literally didn’t do anything but a little bit of homework here and there. Tomorrow, tomorrow, I expect that I’ll be a bit busy.  But today – it’s nothing. And the thing about today is that I haven’t… Read more

  • 5/9

    And today… today, I’m exhausted for no apparent reason. Baby bro woke me up early.    Together, we went to a 7am primary care appointment.    7am isn’t that big of a deal.   I’m used to getting up a lot earlier than that. You’d think the 7am appointment wouldn’t have to wait, but no.   Waited… Read more

  • 5/7

    I’ve been in an odd sort of mood lately. Well, I’m always in an odd sort of mood.   But, that’s beside the point. I’ve been noticing things lately.  Not good things.  Things that are a bit worrying. During my anorexic years, I became increasingly aware of the shapes of other people. I wasn’t cruel to… Read more

  • 5/5

    Today has been kind of odd. I skipped out on my Sunday morning workout and walked around in Mill Race for about three hours.  I got there around 7am.   It was a bright and beautiful day, but couldn’t get above 65 for some reason.    With the wind, it was kind of chilly, but in… Read more

  • 5/3

    Tomorrow is the Disney holiday – May fourth  –  as in, “May the fourth be with you.”   Cheezy as heck, but Disney made it huge when they started releasing the new Star Wars movies. I don’t think they really promote that anymore, but a scar has been left on that day.    Thanks, Disney! New… Read more

  • 4/29 – free writing

    Tomorrow, I need to take my fakey Boniva.  It’s not the named branded stuff, but I guess it serves the same purpose.    Okay, it’s not tomorrow.   Rather May 1st. Tomorrow I see Endgame with little bro and sister after going to the gym with little bro. Experiment —- Actually going to try to free… Read more

  • 4/28

    Okay, so new-ish day. It’s already after three. Lazy rainy day.   It’s supposed to rain all week.  Not a whole lot going on. Well, this time of year there’s always a lot going on, especially the weekends.   But, there’s kind of not a lot for me to do besides the usual – gym and chilling… Read more

  • 4/27

    Okay. So, this week is – Sunday –  half me day Monday – full me day Tuesday – going all in with both siblings to watch Endgame Wednesday – me, I guess Thursday – Little sister day Friday – me day. New class on Wednesday. It’s another 102, but the co-teach this term doesn’t seem… Read more

  • 4/26

    I was going to write something yesterday, but I was so rudely interrupted by a two and a half hour phone call………………….   Bleh. In a way, I feel like I’m in a pretty good place in my life right now. It’s certainly not perfect by any means, but I’m working (sorta), being a good sister,… Read more