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6/11

I should have gotten my butt out of bed this morning and went to the gym – but nope.
I was awake and something in my head just went ‘nope’ and I went back to sleep.

It might be because of this cold I have.
My throat isn’t as sore as it was yesterday, but I’m coughing quite a bit. Hopefully, it’ll be gone by tomorrow. Better out than in.

I’d probably be hung off a telephone pole if I went into the gym and sneezed, especially if I sneezed repeatedly.
Things are getting better here. Masks are ‘highly recommended’ but not required. But, there are still some who swear by the useless things.

So, here I am.
Well, I’ve caught up on grading and prepped the next class.
It’s a 202. I’ve been spoiled these last couple of months with 102 – slow as molassas and easy to grade. Wish I’d get some more of those, but something different is okay.

I’ve continued to watch a lot of Alter on Youtube. I’ve also taken a liking to SPC Foundation films. Some of the monsters they come up with are pretty creative. They have an underlying story of how some of the researchers are crap, some have secrets, and that they’re not all ethically moral. Particularly thought that the one about the healer was intersting and I sympathized with the mannequin. Although, it’s probably not for the best that I could just pull off body parts and replace them with new ones when I felt critical about an area. Still, I feel for her.

I need to straighten in my room today.
That’s what I need to do – should do – probably won’t do.

Life is starting to resume around here. The Indy 500 happened as well as the Kentucky Derby. The state entertainment parks are blasting the airwaves with commercials. Even I’m tempted to go to Kentucky Kingdom or Holiday World for a couple of days. $40 for two days is great considering Disney wants over $100 for a one day pass. But, you know, stingy and gas is $3 a gallon and going up. FU Biden.

Can’t help but wonder if there Wizard United Fest is going to happen. It was canceled last year, but happened the year before. It was pretty challenging and I enjoyed it. Here’s to hoping it will happen again.

I’m clear on everything.
My cavity was filled. No cancer. No brain tumors. The blood is fine. The headaches have gone away and the leg shaking only happens every once in a while. Not nearly as bad as what it is.

In a way, I guess I’m just waiting to be shipped back to Florida.
I promised little sister that I would help her move in August. After that, I think I’ll be heading back. I could wait another month to hit the dentist again, but I’m not sure if Jason would like that. Things are tough for him right now.

Course, I don’t know how I can help him with work.
It’s not like I can cuss out his managers over the phone. I’d dearly love to. Don’t get me wrong, but I can’t. I’m just not really sure what I can do outside drive the untility and food bills up. That stresses me out.

But, when I do go back, I am going to do more ‘me’ stuff. I think that’s part of the problem why I was so miserable last time around. I didn’t do anything I would enjoy. That, plus the other stressors, is probably why I had so many headaches. Since I’m physically sound, that’s all I can really think of. I can’t do that again. That was simply too rough.

Thinking of Biden…. I think a lot of people who voted for him are having second thoughts. The closing of the Keystone Pipeline and backtracking on several campaign promises – like free college tuition – is really causing a lot of doubt in his presidentcy. – Providing, his speeches and lack of cohesiveness hadn’t already.

Biden is a joke of any sentitent nation and, today, he’s over in Europe providing and upclose and personal douse of his fading personality. Kamala is, of course, on some sort of power trip. Biden is a non-entity and she’s the first black woman vice president. She’s got all of the power and none of the accountability. Shame she’s an idiot and a fool.

I really wanted a woman in the White House too. But, I wanted someone who cared and was competient instead of providing an example of why women wasn’t elected. It wasn’t Hillary. It wasn’t Palin. It certainly isn’t Kamala. She’s blotching and selfishly squandering an opportunity.

Shame.

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