eating disorder
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I created a post that loosely focused on men. For equality, a post about women would help show that I’m an equal opportunity offender. Like most social constructs, feminism started in a good place. Bear with me. There’s a bit of a history review off the top as a build-up. It started with the right… Read more
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I don’t think anything ‘new’ is being created. There’s a sincere lack of global innovation. Rather, much like the movie industry, old concepts are being re-conceived for ‘modern audiences.’ For example, buses exist. They’re not widely used, but they are there. It’s an option in most places. They’re expensive to maintain and take up a… Read more
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I’m…. I’m feeling a bit compromised. Okay. I’m feeling a lot compromised. I’m also feeling mad as heck. Today, a new complication came up. I thought I was doing okay, chronic infection-wise. You know, I did the oxygen casket. I take the antibiotics. I do all the things expected of me… Save eating ultra processed… Read more
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I guess I’m okay. I’ve encountered some situations lately that would, in the past, have sent anxiety and panic. These are situations that would have just left me screaming in the truck or the shower. I’ve managed them somewhat gracefully through just really not giving a f*ck. I’ve learned that I have been considered legally… Read more
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Hammer and nail. It has occurred to me just how society is shaped by technology. When something is developed, a lot of time, effort, and creativity are involved. Innovation and creativity are usually at the core. Slicked by good intentions and novelty, the technology is adapted. Then, it’s standardized and specialized. Variations are created. So,… Read more
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I survived Thanksgiving. Yes, I know… first word problems… it’s in my head… I’m ungrateful…. I just don’t get it… No, I get it. I know that Thanksgiving is a blessing. It shouldn’t be feared. I’m fortunate to have a wonderful family, a warm place, and enough food to have leftovers for days. But I… Read more
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I… I haven’t been well lately. A lot of this I think I’m placing on myself. I’m anxious about work. About my health. About relationships. About the holidays. Thanksgiving is less than a week away and I’m stressing. I’m quite happy with my current consumption of food. The pressure of mashed potatoes, gravy, dressing… I… Read more
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I’m apprehensive about the SNAP thing. It doesn’t affect me. I’m not on SNAP, but given my history, I know food access shouldn’t be denied. It can be limited, difficult, have self-imposed boundaries, or medical restrictions. But denied? No more food stamps? It’s not just that. Americans have little to no, generally speaking, financial comprehension.… Read more
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I feel like I messed up. Jason found this article from someone who claimed that 70% or higher dark chocolate (non-alkaline aka. – not Dutch chocolate) has a wealth of benefits. It has flavonoids, magnesium, anti-oxidants… ect. After a bit of quick research, we bought a bar of Tony’s from the local Wal-Mart. That evening,… Read more
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The anxiety is starting to creep back in. Over the past couple of weeks… maybe even a month… I’ve been managing it well. It’s almost been a golden month. I think I’ve had a better attitude. I’m still struggling with sleeping. But it’s getting better. I’ve been making it a point to eat a lot… Read more
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