I guess I’m kind of taking it easy today.

No gym. It’s 9:30 a.m. and I haven’t done anything productive. Not really.
It’s supposed to be a fairly hot day but, right now according to the temperature, it’s warm. Not hot. Hot comes later.

I should do something. It’s just a bit difficult because the paralysis creeping up.
Usually, I can force my way thorough and do something – anything. But, that takes time, effort, and energy. I’m blessed with energy but the effort is lacking.

It’s like having an engine but no key.

In theory, I should go walking. I might have enough in me for that. At least, maybe, a short walk. I’d leave the truck here to save gas and just go about the neighborhood I suppose.

Honestly, I wanted to write another entry in my book. I pulled up the blank page and everything but shied away from it to pound out this little ditty of self-loathing instead.

First world problems, without a doubt.

I got to do something.
I can’t just watch Youtube and read the news all day.