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Admittedly, I’ve made the past couple of days harder on myself than I needed to be. The Wednesday routine mammogram turned up something. This something was so something that they called me back on Thursday for additional pictures. Neither I nor my doctors are sure what it is yet, but I have two theories. A: Read more
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Saw Doc S this morning. No change in the anti-depressants. She warded me from anti-schizophrenia meds. Doc S said that, with my history, the side effects could be worse than any potential help. If the voices persist, we may have to resort to that, but so far, so good. Despite the cold and Read more
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The last two days have been kind of odd. On Tuesday, the little sister and I went to Bloomington for the sole purpose of checking out Culvers. This store was offered to her, but she didn’t want to have to travel that far every day. So, she ended up training the management team. It was Read more
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For some reason, I decided to stay home today. No gym, no silly game – nothing. My decision might possibly be based on the ice coating the quickly bare tree limbs. The power was out from about one am going forward till about ten. I really, really, really dislike the cold and the aching bones Read more
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Today, I went to see Doc S. She’s the one that prescribes me my mind-altering anti-depressants and sleeping pills. The tall, thin, short-haired blonde and I usually get long. We certainly don’t agree, but she’s pretty blunt and to the point. Ever minute of my half an hour session matters. So much so, I tend Read more
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It’s no secret that I was in sorry shape before going to the House. My weight had dipped below 80 pounds, some of that didn’t count because my legs below my knees where so bloated, not to mention how much the steel in my back weighs. My hair, which I think is one of my Read more
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I’ve been thinking a lot about the House lately. It’s probably because the country fair is coming up and I was shipped of about a week after it left. Dr. U said something about checking my osteoporosis and provided me a date of my last one… which happened in the House. Apparently, for insurance to pay, Read more
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Look, okay, I know that I have quite a few health problems. I’m really very aware of them, what’s going on, and what the future could hold. Heck, at this point, I probably could almost be a doctor. I’ve been poked and prodded in just about every imaginable way over the past two years. I’m getting to Read more
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Okay, yesterday I had a rather good eating day. I limited myself and didn’t really overeat. – I fell off the wagon a little when I saw there was Wheat Chex. Oddly enough, Wheaties is probably one of my top 3 cereals. I just like the taste. Wheat Chex mostly has the same taste, but it Read more
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