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  • 8/19

    In a few precious hours, I flip from being a princess of the earth to a Queen of hell. This Persephone is ready to flip. My nails are done. Face is waxed. I’m all packed save for the computers. But, for some reason, my cup doesn’t feel like it runneth over. There’s another two months… Read more

  • 8/11

    Next week, my 202 class will be no more. I’m really looking forward to it. Some classes really make me concerned about the future and this is one them. Just accepting information unquestionably. Self-pity. Lack of reasoning skills. I wouldn’t want any of these students to be help a lawyer as a paralegal on one… Read more

  • 7/26

    I watched Netflix’s He-Man Revelation. But, before I watched it, I educated myself on the criticisms first. It was being slammed for wokeness, primarily around the characterization of Teela. Woke equals broke and all that. And wokeness is a particularly sensitive topic since He-Man is show about an (apparently) white cis-male who was born into… Read more

  • 7/10

    My morning Saturday walks down down was canceled today. I think a piece of Hurricane Elsa is lazily floating over my area. It’s been constantly raining for the past three or four hours. Sometimes, lazily, sometimes frantic, but constant. The lack of wind has just let settle here for a while. That’s okay. The crops… Read more

  • 7/7

    The county fair is officially gone for another year. Nope, didn’t go. I didn’t pay the $5 for parking and the $10 for a sno cone. But, that’s okay. It’s just more that I’ll have to make up to myself later in life. My tab to myself is going take me a lifetime to pay… Read more

  • 6/29

    After several months, I’ve got my routine back. Wake up eary – gym – work (if any) – writing/chilling in the evening. I feel retty good with this routine. Course, it’s going to go butt side up when I get back to Florida. It’s one of the penalties of having somene in my life, I… Read more

  • 6/27

    The county fair started a couple of days ago – last Friday. Although I don’t intend on paying the $7 parking fee and tempt myself with a nice grease dipped elephant ear, I am glad to see it back. Every now and then, I have this insane urge to spend money – a lot of… Read more

  • 6/24

    I think I was in seventh grade. It wasn’t home ec, but the other boy dominated class. It was the one where we had to build rockets and learn to use electric saws. They probably don’t offer that course any more. But, when I was in middle school, it was required. I had half a… Read more

  • 6/21

    My hair has gotten so long that it doesn’t dry between washings. I tend to twist my hair in a scrunchie during the day to keep it out of my face. That knot keeps the moisture. – I think that’s pretty neat. It’ll probably be trimmed — i.e. chopped in Florida. But, I’ll enjoy it… Read more

  • 6/19

    Is it wrong to root for Putin? Okay. Biden continually sets the bar on screw-ups. From the news, he provided a list to Putin of sixteeen places that he shouldn’t attack. By attack, I’m guessing bomb, nuke, terrorize… whatever. Does that mean that the rest of America is fair game? Did those sixteen areas become… Read more