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eating disorder

  • 4/22

    Last week… was it last week…? I had a CT brain scan because my… Let me back up. When I was in Florida, I was plagued with a series of headaches. Some left me unable to eat. Others just shut me down for days. I could barely function, let alone think. Looking back, a lot… Read more

  • 4/14

    Lazy day. True, I had some homework to do earlier. It kept me fairly busy this morning but I got over it. Now, it’s just after 3 and I’m just completely lazy. Just lying here in my bed. Doing some plotting for tomorrow. – Gym – early. Maybe go to Target. If it’s not cold,… Read more

  • Happy Easter. I’m kind of proud of my previous post. I placed a lot of thought into it and there are some areas that I could expand upon. I was just trying to think in a certain way. I feel like I accomplished that. So, let’s think in another way. Easter celebrates, discounting pagan connections,… Read more

  • 3/31 — Thinking left

    Yesterday, while I was out and about, I found a plastic egg that had a business card attached to it. It’s from a local church. There was a name, a biblical quote, and when the weekend masses begin. Oddly enough, the phone number and address wasn’t there. It said to visit their website, but failed… Read more

  • 3/28

    I guess this is another lazy day. I’ve caught up on my homework. Good start. I could have went out and stressed about getting a dragon page to silver, but I didn’t. It’s like 50 degrees outside and 30 tonight. Plus, I walked some 190% yesterday. My back and knees are aching. Generally, I’m in… Read more

  • 3/23

    Super lazy day. It rained most of the day, so I opted to stay in. I’ve walked quite a bit over the past two days. So, I’ve been putting up with this dull ache in my knee and shoulder all day. It didn’t help that I woke with a massive headache. What’s up with that?… Read more

  • 3/22

    The future is dumb; I’ve decided. Back in the 80s and 90s we had stuff like Back from the Future to look forward to. There was Star Trek, TNG. Just… lots of things where pinned on the 2020s. Sure, there’s sound hurdles here and there. That’s what is needed for good story telling. But, at… Read more

  • 3/20

    I kind of don’t know what to do with myself. Went to the gym with baby bro this morning. Was home by noon. Took a nap. Watched some Youtube… and? The class has been pretty dead for two days and I sent out warning letters on Thuresday. I actually finished the Haunting of Bly Manor.… Read more

  • 3/19

    Finally got to the gym today after months and months. It felt pretty good. I’m kind of ashamed of how my arms have degraded. I had to drop at least ten or more pounds on the arm curl and other machines, but my legs seem just fine – save for the busted knee. I saw… Read more

  • 3/18 pt two.

    The standanrd definition of racism: Definition of racism 1: a belief that race is a fundamental determinant of human traits and capacities and that racial differences produce an inherent superiority of a particular race The definition of race are groups of humans divided into groups because of physical traits. So, these are people who share particular qualities, like eye color, accent,… Read more