eating disorder

This is strange. As you can tell from the non-unique way I date my entries, it’s been a couple of months since I posted. It’s not that I’ve forgotten about it or haven’t wanted to. Rather, I just didn’t. I struggled to do the activities I like and, as time went on and the situation… Read more

There’s a turkey in the oven. It’s starting to smell and making me hungry. =) So, the world isn’t horrible horrible. Sure, Parlor has been descimated along with freedom of speech. Thousands upon thousands of American social media accounts are forever suspended because of their personal views. On the fringe, someone proposed legislation that would… Read more

President Trump has been banned from Facebook and Twitter. The man is the Commander-In-Chief of the united armed forces — one of the most potent military forces on the face of the Earth. He has the nuclear codes. But, yet, he’s banned from social media. I think this can be interpreted in a couple of… Read more

This game reminds me sooooo much of Everquest. The Switch’s graphics strongly remind me of 1990 computer graphics. (Better, certainly, but it’s not an oustanding life-awing change like AAA games from SonyThe mobs just seem to be a lazy take on existing animals. Corpses disolving into treasure chests. Searching for stupid stuff for colleciton quests.… Read more

Class is currently out of session. It’ll start back soon and I have some precious free-time. Still, I’m having a hard time motivating myself. That’s kind of the thing. When I have time, I don’t have the motivation. Whe I don’t have time, I’m motivated. I think I’m just perpetually in love with ‘what ifs’… Read more

I think a lot of people are going to be happy to see this year ends. Masks.. curbside pickup… hand sanitizer… lost work… lost businesses… toilet paper shortage… the election… lives put on hold… personal liberties infringed… It’s closure. People are seeking closure above all else – good or bad – they want a new… Read more

Doom isn’t a game I’d play. Not because of the content or the music. Actually, I rather like the music. The grapics are nice and I like the Doom Slayer – as a peson. He’s an apex of how actions are louder than words. There’s too much talking in the world, so I’m all for… Read more

I’ve got to say that I’ve been a bit of a mental and physical wreck over the past few weeks. Um… who am I kidding? Over the past couple of months. It’s hard to admit it, but it’s becoming so obvious that I can’t even deny it. Sad. Uneasy. No matter how much I prop… Read more

Happy Thanksgiving. I understand the need to celebrate.Sometimes, people need to connect. Need to take a moment to remember and be reminded. But, why is food always involved. Birthdays. Christmas. Thanksgiving. It’s a celebration to commercialism and gluttony. And one in which I sort of indulged in. Skipped breakfast. Had a light dinner. But lunch… Read more

The stomache continues to feel really uneasy. Biden is preparing his cabinent members and Covid response. Media sources are declaring. Heads of nations are congratulating. It’s so…. I want to say unfair and sick. But, that’s not quite what I’m trying to get at. Maybe fear is what I’m feeling from the Democrats and maybe… Read more