eating disorder

He would go quietly. She loved him. The curve of his face. Curl of his eyebrows. She had loved him from time beyond measure. Through the bullying of elementary school to the odd flirting of high school. All of those years. She loved him from the stands as he played football. She took up the… Read more

Lately, it’s been all about the past. Oxhorn movies… Robot Chicken…. Just old stuff I enjoyed years and years ago. It probably doesn’t have anything to do at all with the month. Nope. Not at all. So, tomorrow… tomorrow is gym with my brother in the morning and shopping with the little sister in the… Read more

Some days, you just want to listen to Nickleback. I’m still doing really good. The arm is still a bit sensitive from the dog bite but that’s to be expected. I think the wound is trying to close up. Still working on the eating thing. I’m trying to impose a 12 hour fast type strategy.… Read more

I knew I should have went to the gym today. I got up early enough. I was motivated but something in my head said “nah, it’ll be fine.” Instead, I slept in and went to the park. It’s still a little chilly here but bright. It’s beautiful. But, I know I burn more calories at… Read more

Well, happy mother’s day. Last year, I was pretty bummed out. I’ll never have anyone to celebrate mother’s day with because I’ll never be a mother. But, I’m okay with it this year. Rather, I’m just feeling really fortunate and blessed that my mom is still alive and she cares for me. She’s gone through… Read more

I’ve spent most of today pleasently working on my class. Although I’ve only got one course, the introductory week is only three days. This is day two and there’s been quite a bit for me to do. Nothing to rush through, but stuff that would build up if I didn’t keep it in check. But,… Read more

Happy Star Wars Day. … May the Force (Fourth) be with you. How completely cringe worthy. May Fourth was a marketing gimmic for Disney. They’d just bought Lucas Films and where releasing new Start Wars movies. This day was hyped by toy stores and the filming industry and very nearly made into an unofficial official… Read more

May is my month. It’s always been my month. It always will. The cold is gone. The heat has yet to arrive. Life is living. I’m stuck between fat and thin, sane and crazy, old an young. May is my balance that I do not have. I also always thought that if I were turned… Read more

Last day of April. Hum…. I actually made a post on Era about missed toys. Just a small and short post. What toys do you miss from your childhood? The only toys I could think about where Bernice and Wilamina. They where my twin Cabbage Patch dolls. They had red yarn hair and shiny light… Read more

My jaw hurts. The dentist needled in one injection of pain killer – which didn’t do the trick. I could feel the drill. So, she double-downed to make me numb and tingly. The second dose kind of worked and she wen ahead with the drilling, scraping, and whatever to clean out my cavity. But now,… Read more