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  • 11/6

    Yesterday, I started to plot how I could walk home. That’s from Florida to Indiana. I didn’t let my braincells delve too deeply into it. I didn’t chart the milage or path or anything. Instead, I considered how much supplies I could carry and when would be the best season to leave and if night… Read more

  • 10/31 to Nov 3

    Trick-or-treating started over 45 minutes ago and we still haven’t had any knocks on the door yet. Any other year, we’d have at least a few by now. This neighborhood has several children, but this year is an exception. Not exceptional, just an exception. I’m thinking that this is a judge of how scared people… Read more

  • 10/7

    I’ve been feeling kinda down lately.  Maybe for the past two or three days. I’m really not sure why.   I’ve been takin my mind-warping medicines. Maybe it’s just me.   The overly familiarity of Florida newness has worn off quickly. It could just be the heat.   92 degrees, but feels like 100. My arms have started… Read more

  • 9/29

    Has anyone else noticed an uptick on domestic violence articles? Mom and daughter kill five family members… Plumber finds bones in a customer’s pipes… Rape charge to a NYC guy who promised weed and Netflix. Mom takes pictures of her five year old daughter to sell… Michigan man shot while standing in line at a… Read more

  • 9/18 Pt 2

    Okay. I have some time on my hands today, so I want to talk about something that’s pretty much out of my scope – authoritarianism. – I think I spelled that right. Somehow, I turned off the spell checker on WordPress and have yet to figure out how to turn it back on. Yes, I… Read more

  • 9/18

    I guess it is fall. The leaves are drifting down. It’s dipping into the fifties in the morning soon to be followed by fourties and, eventually, winter. The light decay is creating a scent that Yankee Candle can’t hope to copy. So, yeah, it’s fall. All we’re really missing is Starbuck’s mass promotion of pumpkin… Read more

  • 9/13

    Maybe it’s a good thing that I didn’t have children. If I had one earlier in life, she or he would probably be around fifteen right now, going through the Covid, and possibly had a liberal education.    As most public schools tend to be liberal, intentionally or unintentionally, based on the government’s leanings. Her… Read more

  • 9/12

    I hate to admit it, but I completely forgot yesterday was 9/11. Well, I knew that it was the 11th of September.   It didn’t dawn on me that it was the anniversary of the Twin Towers bombing. That’s not to be confused with ignoring the incident.   I knew parades and memorial celebrations had been canceled… Read more

  • 9/7

    I couldn’t wait to get my driver’s license. A car was independence. Yes, responsibility too, but it represented that I was moving into the adult world. After years of having adult duties but child status, I wanted to have the familial status that came along with the job. I guess that’s kind of an odd… Read more

  • 9/5

    It’s been a while since I’ve wrote. Well, things have been kind of topsy-turvey since Jason left for Florida a couple of weeks ago. Summary: – Well, I got new glasses. They were sold as bifocals although they have three phases of viewing. I think the more accurate term is trifocals. They’re lineless. You’d never… Read more