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  • This is Halloween!

    Can that sentence even be used without evoking a Tim Burton copyright? The Nightmare Before Christmas is practically woven into our culture at this point. Well, today is Halloween. Disclaimer:  In no way is the title of this blog used in conjuncture with Tim Burton’s properties in any way, shape, or form. Since mom and… Read more

  • Robert and Cesar

    The timing is just to perfect. One day, we have Cesar. Apparently, he’s a down-on-his-luck type of guy who just got a gig being a DJ at some club for a couple of weeks.  He lives in his van that’s covered in pro-Trump paraphernalia, which is kinda rare for Florida, but that’s okay. Apparently, Cesar… Read more

  • Checking in

    Well… hi. I hope everyone’s doing okay. I’m all right. Believe it or not, I actually voted last Wednesday.   I hang around downtown an embarrassingly amount of time, so I walked myself right into the courthouse and did it….  setting off the metal detector of course. Which, I find amusing.  I set off metal detectors… Read more

  • Hi Cupecakecache

    Hi Cupcake! I’ve been meaning to formally introduce myself for weeks, but I haven’t been in the mindset to write or to really do much of anything.  I apologize. Since you’re the only one who has responded to my rabble,  I wanted to reach out. Um…  I’m forty-something years old, unmarried,  and no children.  I… Read more

  • Walking Dead Observations

    While I’ve been in my semi-catatonic stage, I have spent many hours curled on the bed around the Samsung watching the Walking Dead on Netflix. Yeah, I know it’s a wildly popular show, yadda.. yadda.. yadda…. but this is my first time watching it.  I’m sure I have a backlog of things to watch from… Read more

  • Today..

    Today, I went to see Doc S. She’s the one that prescribes me my mind-altering anti-depressants and sleeping pills. The tall, thin, short-haired blonde and I usually get long.  We certainly don’t agree, but she’s pretty blunt and to the point.   Ever minute of my half an hour session matters. So much so, I tend… Read more

  • Mouse Quiet

    I think there’s something going on with me. Well, there always seems to be something going on, but I mean really going on. I haven’t wanted to write, play games, go outside… despite this being my second favorite time of the year. I don’t want to go to the doctor, take my meds, or watch… Read more

  • September 12th

    Unlike my sister,  I don’t tend to get massive migraines. –  When she gets them, my little sis actually calls in sick and hides under the covers for about eight to ten hours.     I know it sounds silly, but she does. And, just as a reminder of what she goes through, I got one today.… Read more

  • It’s quiet

    It’s really kind of a sleepy Saturday. Brother and sister are at work.   Mom and Bill are gone for some reason that I don’t really care about. The term has started and everyone is passing, oddly enough.   I think it took me about ten minutes to catch up grading. There’s nothing really going on outside… Read more

  • Grilled Cheese Rambling

    I used to really like grilled cheese – back in the day before saturated fat and carbohydrates existed.  I liked it with just a little butter on both sides, toast the bread in the skillet until the full fat Kraft cheese became really melty, and maybe a little scorched.  I think a little burning gave… Read more