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  • 5/6

    I’ve spent most of today pleasently working on my class. Although I’ve only got one course, the introductory week is only three days. This is day two and there’s been quite a bit for me to do. Nothing to rush through, but stuff that would build up if I didn’t keep it in check. But,… Read more

  • 5/4

    Happy Star Wars Day. … May the Force (Fourth) be with you. How completely cringe worthy. May Fourth was a marketing gimmic for Disney. They’d just bought Lucas Films and where releasing new Start Wars movies. This day was hyped by toy stores and the filming industry and very nearly made into an unofficial official… Read more

  • 5/1

    May is my month. It’s always been my month. It always will. The cold is gone. The heat has yet to arrive. Life is living. I’m stuck between fat and thin, sane and crazy, old an young. May is my balance that I do not have. I also always thought that if I were turned… Read more

  • 4/30

    Last day of April. Hum…. I actually made a post on Era about missed toys. Just a small and short post. What toys do you miss from your childhood? The only toys I could think about where Bernice and Wilamina. They where my twin Cabbage Patch dolls. They had red yarn hair and shiny light… Read more

  • 4/29

    My jaw hurts. The dentist needled in one injection of pain killer – which didn’t do the trick. I could feel the drill. So, she double-downed to make me numb and tingly. The second dose kind of worked and she wen ahead with the drilling, scraping, and whatever to clean out my cavity. But now,… Read more

  • 4/28

    I wasted half a tank of gas today. I thought my doctor’s appointment in Indy was today when it is really next month. I guess that’s okay. I stopped by the strip maul and got Harry Potter presents. That’s probably the first time I’ve sent any out in a week. Tomorrow – definitly dentist. Thing… Read more

  • 4/22

    Last week… was it last week…? I had a CT brain scan because my… Let me back up. When I was in Florida, I was plagued with a series of headaches. Some left me unable to eat. Others just shut me down for days. I could barely function, let alone think. Looking back, a lot… Read more

  • 4/14

    Lazy day. True, I had some homework to do earlier. It kept me fairly busy this morning but I got over it. Now, it’s just after 3 and I’m just completely lazy. Just lying here in my bed. Doing some plotting for tomorrow. – Gym – early. Maybe go to Target. If it’s not cold,… Read more

  • Happy Easter. I’m kind of proud of my previous post. I placed a lot of thought into it and there are some areas that I could expand upon. I was just trying to think in a certain way. I feel like I accomplished that. So, let’s think in another way. Easter celebrates, discounting pagan connections,… Read more

  • 3/31 — Thinking left

    Yesterday, while I was out and about, I found a plastic egg that had a business card attached to it. It’s from a local church. There was a name, a biblical quote, and when the weekend masses begin. Oddly enough, the phone number and address wasn’t there. It said to visit their website, but failed… Read more