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eating disorder

  • Inside an anorexic mind – part 1

    I’ve been out of the House for about three years now. I think it’s for three years.    It’s however long Jason has been employed at the Revenue. Despite the years, the fact that I’m self-consciously overweight, and am on medication, I don’t consider myself ‘cured.’  I probably never will — as evidenced by the… Read more

  • American Factory – Netflix

    I spent an hour and a half of my life watching this because of two reasons: — I thought Brack and Michelle (or is it Michelle and Barack?) Obama would be in it in some way — which they weren’t.   Their names weren’t even in the opening credits.   It seems the Obamas have branched away… Read more

  • 8/16

    Sixth day in a row….  Yay! See, this is the kind of life I’d like.   I spend part of the day exercising or doing whatever.    The other part is writing about stuff and faffing around.    In this case, watching a couple of episodes of Zero Punctuation.   Especially the writing part.    If I… Read more

  • Rambling – Jeffrey Epstein

    When I first heard of Mr. Epstein’s death, I didn’t believe it. If he was truly well connected to Gates, Clintons, Musk, and various foreign royalty, there is no way someone would kill him. The guy just knows too much. But, beyond that, he could possibly represent a wealth of information that would be exceedingly… Read more

  • 8/11

    There’s a lot of stuff I’ve wanted to write about. A lot of things have happened, but I just haven’t had a chance to breathe for the past couple of weeks. First, it was Gencon with the little sis for four or five days.   Then it was the little brother for four days.  Jason was… Read more

  • Things I like

    It’s been about five hours since my last post. Jason is still playing NieR.    At one point, he’ll have to shut it off to do some grocery shopping, maybe, but until that time I’m keeping myself busy. If he’s happy, I’m happy. We don’t get quite evenings like this very often. There’s a lot… Read more

  • Lipstick on a Pig

    I’m sure that AOC has a reason for preferring that particular red shade of lipstick.  Occasionally, I think there’s some type of berry shade, but 99% of the time it’s are bright and potent red. It’s one of her more notable features.   It gains attention to her, particularly her mouth.  By association, I think it… Read more

  • 6/28

    A new semester started on Wednesday. I got a 305 course, which I’m thrilled about.    I think I can tend to push them more intellectually than the students who are still learning the ropes in the lower level classes. The thing is that I only have three students. Three. Wow.   I’m not going to… Read more

  • 6/13

    I made yesterday harder for me than I needed to. First, I’ve been really good about skipping my Prozac for the past couple of days.   The last time I did that was a couple of years ago when I had a not-so-friendly panic attack.   I felt shamed because of the distress that I underwent and… Read more

  • 5/10

    I haven’t stepped outside at all today. I didn’t get the mail.   I didn’t pet Fluffy.  I just literally didn’t do anything but a little bit of homework here and there. Tomorrow, tomorrow, I expect that I’ll be a bit busy.  But today – it’s nothing. And the thing about today is that I haven’t… Read more